I have waited for you.

Desire

A lover knows only humility, he has no choice
He steals into your alley at night, he has no choice
He longs to kiss every lark of your hair, dont' fret, he has no choice
IN his frenzy love for you, he longs to break the chains of his imprisonment, he has no choice


A lover asked his beloved, do you love yourself more than you love me
the lover replied, I had die to myself and I live for you
I disappear from myself and my attributes, I am present only for you
I have forgot all my learning but from knowing you, I have become a scholar
I have lost all my strength, but from your power I am able

I love myself, I love you
I love you, I love myself
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As from one of the track by Deepak Chopra in Buddha Bar

Phase Two

Hopes have come and faded. The situation looks like vaccum without any hope lingering. They say, hope is the last thing anyone should give up. But it is getting extremely difficult to hold on. Offers are being made and rejected.

Patience is running thin. Everybody is in verge of collapsing. Waiting has started to see who will fall first, more importantly how they land. Smiles have disappeared from faces. Even the tinist efforts are starting to be felt like big burdens.

The wave has changed. Vibes are different. Everything is so negative.

Frustration, a phase

Trying to calm down others' frustration and controlling own are two totally different pairs of shoes.

Frustration can be controlled, but up to a certain limit. Once it crosses over the boundary and patience wears off, it gets wild like storm and cannot be controlled until some damage has been done. It does not do any good to anybody, those who are frustrated or those who are the cause for it.

This phenomenon has been witness and proved world over. Many have thought, they have understood and know the ways to prevent it, but few manage and many fail.

In me, frustration is rising and attempts are being made to control it.

The bottom line

The bottom line is always "the peace of mind".

T'was nice to talk after a long time. Drinking has been good as always. It was quite a surprising experience to talk about politics . Seems like change is unavoidable but hopefully it is for good.

Big Hi's to Nabin, Biswo, Sudeep and one unknown dude who has been quite most of the time.